A glimmering of thought

It's funny, but I rarely even think of it as obedience. It's just what I'm supposed to do, y'know? I can't tell you how many people have told me that God wouldn't do that, that he gives us choice, that I have a choice, etc. But to me it's never been a choice. I mean, technically I have a choice, but why would I go against what God showed me to be best for me? I never understand why everyone wants God to have a plan for their life, but tell them he has a specific person for me and they lose their shit. So many throats I've wanted to punch...