I've had an odd feeling lately. I think I've had it for a few months, but seeing as how I rarely ever leave the house, I rarely get it. Every time I go somewhere, well, most of the time anyway, I keep expecting to see her, keep expecting for her to show up. I'm not even sure who she is, or whether I've ever even met her, or even if I'm ever likely to, but that's not changing anything. Logically there doesn't seem to be any reason for it, but I can never ease the feeling that one of these days I'm going to walk into a place, and there she'll be. I find myself glancing around at every girl my age wherever I go in the futile hope that this one is her, but they never are. I noticed myself doing it in the near empty theater this afternoon. I just kept glancing around for her. And I don't even know who it is I'm looking for, except that she's never there.