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Does it ever bother anyone the way we live our day to day lives? None of us is guaranteed tomorrow. Shit happens, as they say. A truck running a red light, a freak lightning storm, or simply choking on a pork chop; no one knows if they will be alive by the end of tomorrow, if even at the beginning of it. And yet, how wasteful our days are. Not that we should freak out and never go to work or anything, but I cringe at the absolute drek I fill my time with. I do so little for other people. I am selfish and keep to myself much of the time. As Joe Dirt's mom always says, is this where we want to be when Jesus comes back? We make excuses, but I am assured that few of us can honestly say on any given day that we are completely satisfied with the things we have said to others, or the things that we have done. Never is there a day when I have talked with people do I not kick myself for some thoughtless or selfish thing I've said. Living for a better purpose is a terribly difficult thing to do, especially when you're lazy.