Blarg

I hate how every time I start to get creative, my job will suddenly get hectic, and leaves me completely bereft of mental energy. I worked a 10 hour day yesterday, and without a meal, even. Today it was only 5 hours, but it was from like 5 to 10, so I get out and it's already late. I had coffee with a guy this morning who has worked in the video game industry for many years now, and who has just moved here with the idea of getting christian game makers together to help make the industry as a whole a better place. After talking with him a bit, he said something that really hit home. He said that my job was killing me, wasn't it. I've said similar before, but having it phrased the way he did really stuck with me. It is. It kills my creativity, my drive, and my general mental well-being. I do so wish I knew where else to work.