Early one morning, just as the sun was rising....

I heard a maid sing in the valley below.

Bah, stupid computer crapped out on me before I could post. Ugh, I just don't know the exact problem. I've cut out some of my errors this reformat around by not installing my virus scanner (which I so need to have), but I'm still getting the occasional endless loop. I'm not really sure what's wrong, but I know something's funky with the hardware.

In other news, I went out looking for a few more jobs this afternoon. Big fat nada. Of all the places, only two are hiring, and one's not something I can do, so really, there's only one, which is the Borders coffee shop. I already had an app in a few weeks ago, but they get in like 100 a week they said, and I have no previous work experience, so that's pretty much a big fat no. This town is so dry job-wise, and that's even with (or perhaps because) so many college kids out of town for the summer.

Stupid willpower.

Why is it that we always make promises to ourselves, and yet, when the time comes not to do want we promise not to, we still do it? Sometimes I hate myself so very much for giving in when I know I shouldn't. It's amazing, for some things, I have such an iron will, but for others, I'm weak as anything. It's so funny, the only time I truly look myself in the eyes in the mirror is when I loathe myself.

Hmm, I actually had soemthing interesting to say before, but I've completely forgotten what it was supposed to be. Ah well.