Odd day.

I must say. I didn't really get enough sleep last night, so I'm a little dazed today. I woke up at quarter to six as usual, which is way too early, but has to be done. I took my shakespeare midterm this morning, though it seems like I actually did it days ago. It wasn't terribly hard. I'm pretty sure I only missed one or two quotes. The rest the school day was pretty much a blur.

I did finally go see my grandma today. Probably best that I went today rather than in a few days, especially as she might not be around in a few more days. She's half gone already really. She hears and understands pretty much everything we say, but she doesn't tend to focus on us much, and she can't really talk. Just too much energy. To look her in the eyes is to see she's already half somewhere else. My aunts seemed to be breaking up a bit about it, but I'm not feeling too bad about the whole thing. The faster she goes, the less pain she'll have, and we've all said our goodbyes, so there's really nothing left. Perhaps it's because it's not one of my parents in that position, but so far, I'm not really one to be all sad over death. I don't fear it, and if the person believes, then I know they're going to an infinitely better place, so why be all upset? Only time will tell.

I'm tired.