So I'm feeling really close to barfing right now. If only it was because I had some bug. But no, it is entirely due to panic/angst/holycrapwhatdoIdonow. I'm the closest I've ever been to being homeless. I've been in bad straits before, but always it was only an hour away from the folks, who would always help me if I needed to move back. But now, we're on opposite coasts. If I don't get a job within the next couple days, I have to sell/donate/give everything I own (within the next week or so), and hope it's enough for a plane ticket home. Super. Barfy feelings definitely welling up right now. Prayer would not be unwarranted in this case...