kryptonitemonkey | Conversational letdown

I increasingly find myself feeling annoyed with myself after leaving conversations, particularly with girls. Partly due to the fact that I always overthink things, but partly because I really could be a better person to talk to. Mainly, I find myself wishing I had been just a little bit nicer, said one or two more things, wished someone a good day, etc. Not that I'm not nice and attentive and all that, because I do believe I do well enough. It's just that, personally, I want to be better, kinder, more caring, and in a few words, a better loving christian. I want to be able to completely forget about myself and be able to think solely on the other; to care more about my neighbor that I'm talking with than myself. I just wish I could remember these things during conversation, instead of after.

"Bad Llama, bad."