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I don't have terribly much to speak about, but I feel the need to write a bit never the less. Today wasn't full of much to speak of, just the paper I finished, and that's about the extent of any school work done today. Thinking on it, I can't rightly recall what I did for the rest of my day, but then again, I nearly forgot what I had for dinner only an hour after having it, so my memory isn't the best anyway.
The only thing I did of note was to drive down to the campus this evening in order to see Maria in the calc lab, and maybe print out tomorrow's lecture notes. Neither of which I accomplished. I walked past the door, saw Maria with several of her chem friends, and just kept on walking till I got back to my car. I feel retarded for doing all that for nothing, but I really don't do groups well. Close knit groups are always hard to join, even momentarily, and I inevitably end up speaking very little, and generally feeling out of place. I'm nervous enough talking to Maria just one on one, but her amongst a group of friends... So basically, I'm going to be kicking myself over this until monday, when I will hopefully actually go in again and have a good talk. I think I'm going to try and make a habit of going in to see her at least once a week.
The only thing I did of note was to drive down to the campus this evening in order to see Maria in the calc lab, and maybe print out tomorrow's lecture notes. Neither of which I accomplished. I walked past the door, saw Maria with several of her chem friends, and just kept on walking till I got back to my car. I feel retarded for doing all that for nothing, but I really don't do groups well. Close knit groups are always hard to join, even momentarily, and I inevitably end up speaking very little, and generally feeling out of place. I'm nervous enough talking to Maria just one on one, but her amongst a group of friends... So basically, I'm going to be kicking myself over this until monday, when I will hopefully actually go in again and have a good talk. I think I'm going to try and make a habit of going in to see her at least once a week.
