I sure hope that didn't sound dirty. I rather mean it. I need a friend to vent to, and I simply cannot do so online or in a journal, be it on or offline. That, or I need to just slam my head against the wall uenough times until all my brain has been emptied out. Just as long as I can get all this crap out. I think that's the way I mentally dump stuff, is to talk to people. Like I use people as pensieves or something. All my thoughts just bounce around in my brain till I don't know what's what, but as long as I can get them out and know that someone else has at least heard it all, I can just forget about it or let it go. Maybe I'll go try that head vs. wall thing.