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I'm waiting for something. Something somewhat specific in nature, though I won't divulge such information as to what it is. More personal than anything really. Anyway, I'm waiting, and I haven't the foggiest when it'll come. I tend to fluctuate between hopeful anticipation and depressed melancholy in fear that it will never come. Well, more like, it'll never come now. I lack patience, honestly. Granted, I've wait a rather long time, but such a long stretch of time only serves to remind one of how long without one has been. Luckily, for the moment I seem to be somewhere near the former attitude rather than the latter, though it is slipping a tad. Maybe the tired is catching up. All I can really do is leave it up to God. Nothing I do ever makes things better. Quite the opposite really. But such is the way of all things. I keep hearing to be patient, that it will be soon, but I don't know what soon means, and I tend to lack patience. So I guess I shall just keep praying about it. All one can ever do in such situations really.
Also, I was going to go to a movie tonight with some friends, but no dice. I just don't feel like going to see one alone at the moment either, so it seems that I'm out of luck. The thing I find ironic is that I got out of work today and everything, only to find out everyone was busy. Though it wasn't a total bust. A day not having to work, that's rather peachy in my book.
In other news, I may not have mentioned it, but my mom has been in England with her sister for the last week and a halfish. I think she comes back in a week, so that'll be nice. In the meantime, Dad's using her absence to build onto their room. It's very small, so he's making it a might larger. It's weird walking into a room and having an entire wall gone though. Very odd.
Also, I was going to go to a movie tonight with some friends, but no dice. I just don't feel like going to see one alone at the moment either, so it seems that I'm out of luck. The thing I find ironic is that I got out of work today and everything, only to find out everyone was busy. Though it wasn't a total bust. A day not having to work, that's rather peachy in my book.
In other news, I may not have mentioned it, but my mom has been in England with her sister for the last week and a halfish. I think she comes back in a week, so that'll be nice. In the meantime, Dad's using her absence to build onto their room. It's very small, so he's making it a might larger. It's weird walking into a room and having an entire wall gone though. Very odd.
