Typical

[kryptonitemonkey]

I went to my Young Life group tonight, as per the usual. It was okay. Had some fun, some good food, and a decent worship. But, I don't know, it just seems to lack real depth most times. I'm never really a part of this group. Give me a good deep conversation along with the monkey-ing about and I'll be fine. Honestly, the night, and indeed my whole experience with this group of mine, is pretty much summed up when Jon gave the talk on Acts chapter 2 about the church when it was just getting off the ground. How devoted, how connected, how much love for God they had. So after, Jon said that he had gotten an idea when talking to another that a good way to really deepen our community would be to get small 3-4 person groups going, wherein we could meet up like once a week and just talk things, be it over food, coffee, or whatever. He put out the sheet for interested people to sign. Twenty some people, and I'm the only freaking one who signs up! (Insert numerous more exclamation points and a few choice swears here to salt) I mean, honestly? Not one other blasted person signs up? Not one person at all interested? Well, one of the Katies was, but she was more interested in doing such a thing with her new roommates, so she was a no go. I am so very frustrated right now. I need people, but the people I have are seriously lacking in certain key areas.

I've never actually heard the final verdict, can sense be beaten into people? Because if it can...I'll probably do nothing and just keep complaining about it. So there.