Laugh it off.

[kryptonitemonkey]

I laugh all the time,
because I must,
else the thoughts crush my brain.
I chuckle and I snerk,
so often to myself,
from the many jokes
milling in my head.
But who is there,
in those many times,
to learn the frequent thoughts,
that clutter up my mind?
I have no one,
to share my fun,
to laugh and joke and care.
So many jokes,
so often smiles,
just there to hide,
the emptiness I feel inside.