I may have found it.

[kryptonitemonkey]

So I went to the christian group Young Life again tonight. I think I'm going to make a habit of this. It's not just nice to find people who feel and believe much the way I do. I have found the one thing that I so desperately need that I've been unable to find - peace. Every time I come home from this group, I feel such a calmness that completely shuts out everything else. It is the most wonderful feeling, not having a million thoughts and worries jumbling about my brain. It's like I've just spent an hour listening to classical music or something. *sighs contentedly*